When I think about all the time I wasted on you it makes me sick. Part of me wishes you never entered my life at all.

So Here We Are-Bloc Party

I caught a glimpse, but it's been forgotten
So here we are again

I made a vow, to carry you home....home


I really tried to do what you wanted
It all went wrong again

I made a vow, to carry you home
If you fall sick, If you pass out

*I figured it out*

I can see again

mm hmm

Today for no specific reason at all, I felt pretty damn sexy....and it felt good :)

bad dreams

Sometimes I think we are meant to have bad dreams to appreciate what we have...maybe it really is just a slip of the subconcious, but everytime I have one, I wake up and want to be with the people I have dreamt about. Today I woke up in a cold sweat because I dreamt about losing both my parents at once. Petrified I woke up because I honestly do not think my body could take such a mental picture. When I woke up, I told each of them that I loved them. It sounds sentimental and silly, but I do this everytime I have a bad dream. It could be about someone I havent spoken to in years, but I will contact that person and tell them I am thinking of them. Call it a guilty concience, but its just something I have to do.

uh oh

This rarely happens...but tonight for some reason, I felt like an old person haha I didn't like it

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I wrote this for an Art Writing assignment and read it aloud to the class. hehe

Consider the following object; smooth in texture and slender. Its tip pointed up towards the ceiling, while its shaft is hidden underneath. Standing stationary on its own due to its bottom piece, this object can be pulled into two pieces. With a small twist of the wrist, the shaft of the object can be raised or lowered ever so slightly according to the amount of applications needed for beauty. Although used infrequently, this object has the capability of making an occasion carry great importance and stands out among other products of its kind.
Target red reads its color, bright and vibrant on all who find its use plausible. Often used as an accessory of adornment, its function is to excite the eyes. Released from a silver cylindrical device, it is created for quick use and conveniently dainty with a measurement of 3 ½ inches in length and 1 inch in width. Although small, its use can bring attention of many spectators both male and female. Historically, it has been used for over a century as a symbol of femininity and sex appeal. This is not any ordinary tube of lipstick by L’Oreal, it is an instrument of beauty.