Wednesday, October 29, 2008

Good One Liners

Here are some sexy/good/oh so nice song lyrics that I just so happen to like very much:
"Take a chance, play your part
Make romance, it might brake your heart
But if you think that time will change your ways
Don't wait to long"-Madeleine Peyroux

"Your like my favorite damn disease"-Nickelback

"You put my feet back on the ground...you were sweet and you were sound....you save me"
-Zero 7

"Let go. Jump in. Oh its so amazing. Its alright. There's beauty in the breakdown"-Frou Frou

"Id go the whole wide world, go the whole wide world just to find her"-Monkees

"Jump in the mud, gets your hands filthy with, love it up, love, everyday"-Dave Matthews Band

"I survive on the breath you are finished with"-John Mayer

"Your eyes are as big as your bubbly toes"-Jack Johnson

"And you know the rain won't last forever.And you know the storm won't always flow.But if the sun don't shine forever.You gotta let it go."-Hope

"Everybody's talking how I, can't, can't be your love. But I want, want, want to be your love.
Want to be your love, for real"-Rachael Yamagata

Sunday, October 26, 2008

asshole

You think you own the ground you walk on. Strong strut, boyish grin, confident gaze, but your all washed up. Girls like me see right through you. You think you have us with your one liners, your endless compliments, your oh so genuine perspective, but I know, we know what you really are. Your attractive now and it may win you some good lays, but ten years from now when your once beefed arms sat now rests slabs of flab and a single lifestyle. You spent so much time worrying about getting what was yours, you now have 5 STDS, your hair is falling out, your smoking a blunt while watching saturday night re runs and youre alone. Alone with your thoughts. Maybe hittin' and quittin is not so appealing with hindsight. Maybe college was not all about sleeping around and drinkin beers.....maybe you missed out on the girl you walked by without a second thought who is making some other guy who looked up and did notice her the best life he could possibly live. Being an asshole can be fun for awhile, but it will catch up to you. Karma is a bitch and for those of you who live in this lifestyle, its never too late to snap out of it. The worst way to live your life is never knowing what a sad ass you were until its too late and for that, I pity you.

Ugh...so good!

There are rarely any movies out now that truly shake me. It's usually the classics that make you smile and you know...whoa this is a good one....like Stand By Me. Tonight I went with my favorite ladies to see The Secret Life of Bees and I was drawn to it. I loved it. It was such a good book and I couldn't wait to see the film. The characters in the film were just how I had imagined them and quotes from the novel were actually used. It brought me to tears. I have become quite the cynic recently and so for me to cry in a movie, it was THAT good. I love when a movie can just capture you and move your insides a little bit. Who knew that a movie could actually give someone long lasting happiness? The overall theme of the story was beautiful. Love at its finest. Not cheesy love, but the kind that people grow into; the best kind. I wonder why there are not more directors trying to make something so meaningful to people. It seems what sells best are the superbads and anchorman wannabies. Films that are slap your knee worthy, but the happiness seems to disappear when you leave the theatre. Movies like this one linger and make you appreciate things. Those are my favorite types of movies. I live for that feeling of appreciation. Its just what I needed tonight and if anyone actually reads my blogs haha you should go see it too.

Thursday, October 23, 2008

Breathe in
Breathe out
tight grasp
gestures
sweat
anticipation
russsshhhh
eyes shut
hold on
catch
and
release

Tuesday, October 7, 2008

my thoughts on religion

im going through a point in my life where I don't really know where I stand or what it's for. I have developed my own moral throughout my own experiences. I like how I turned out and my parents tell me its because of God's guidance....but is it? I don't want to have something to believe in that has caused death and destruction for thousands of years. People have died for their religion, for what they believe and I do not feel that strongly about anything...and it leaves me confused. I want to believe that there is a reason that things happen and that one day I may understand why there is so much evil in the world. I've become more aware of what I stand for and I think that Catholicism is my main source of confusion. How can a belief system say they are accepting of all people, but not allow gay couples to marry? I also cannot believe in a religion that uses guilt as it's fuel. I want something to believe in. I know there is something bigger than me out there because there is something within me that makes me want to do good rather than bad for reasons beyond myself. I want to reach out and help people. I want to take a leap...but where. For years, I have had an intuition that I am put on this earth to help people. Ideas of the peace core, community service, teach for America, and aids help have been echoing my thoughts. How do you explain that? I always believe in the best of people. I look at happiness first. All of these things, I feel like I developed on my own. I have not asked God for help with these things, I just became this way....soo what made me happen? Maybe im being WAY too introspective...maybe I should close my eyes and follow blindly with Catholicism...or maybe I should just jump and make what I can from what I have and do good on my own.

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