dirty secret

Heres my secret. I think about you almost everyday. I wonder what you are up to and how your life is. I haven't found someone who I have had as much fun with since you and I am not sure I ever will and that scares me. You are the only one who has loved me for me entirely and I value it more now than I ever have before. With you I am comfortable. I've gone through all the phases. Its over, but my secret is I sometimes still hope that we will try it out again someday and have a wicked fun life together. Call it what you want, but whats the harm in thinking about it outloud?