Drugs

If you do drugs, this may not be a good blog to read, although i dont think anyone reads my blogs anyways, im going to go on a ranting spree to get some things off my chest. Marijuana, what the big deal about it!? It is not even that FUN! When people do it, they just sit there like lumps on a log, nothing happens, no one does anything extraordinary, people just veg. I dont understand why people think its soooo cool and dangerous to try it. Although it makes you feel good....hell...so does chocolate! Why not eat that instead!? It literally does kill brain cells..I mean how many people do you know who did pot their whole lives who are ultimately successful...HMMM! Well I dont know ANY. I know people who did do it their entire lives and they are working for retail jobs and go from job to job paycheck to paycheck. I know this is a serious generalization...but it applies to the people I know. I can't even carry a conversation with people who are high ....they have no idea what they are talking about...their memory fails them the minute they open their mouth, talking in circles ...(sigh). It has been a problem for me in all of my relationships....whats the need to do it? He says, its not addictive, therefore its not a drug...WHAT?? how does that make sense?? If it is illegal, thats a big deal in itself...its a drug that shouldnt be in the public...its not on the market for a reason! If it isnt addictive, then why not just stop doing it?? Another thing I dont get is how some people think that after they try pot, why other drugs sound much better! Why out due yourself...trying other drugs to get a better high....its just stupid and risky. Ive known several kids who have gone down that road and they are heading nowhere fast...no college...married ...on welfare....use all the money for drugs...no food...starving...kicked out from their parents home....really Is it worth all that? To do drugs just to get a temporary sensation that makes you feel good!? Doing drugs is a cop out. If you really feel that there isnt something better to do with your life and you feel that the only way you will be happy is if you do drugs, you are taking an easy route. It is much harder to find happiness in your own life sober, but its much more worth while. Heres a challenge, why dont you try a day drug free and stop- and realize all the beautiful simple things in life that can make you happy without drugs...how much you have missed while you were high and dealing and using and now you've got nothing left but no money and an addiction....Think About That.

Sammy

Sammy, shes sitting here sleeping next to me....eyes like little slits and shallow breathing. Shes got dark, but aging fur....grey surrounds her maybellene eyes and muzzle...so soft! Shes been our family protector and companion for eleven years. Giving us kisses when we return home, and she sings her sweet puppy melody as if she hasnt seen us in years. How nice it is, to come home to someone who you can count on loving you no matter what and ready to give wet kisses whenever you please! Shes lovely. Dainty little steps and trotting, she walks like a woman in heels...although old, shes Divine and has all of the attention of the young and older gentlemen doggy friends in the neighborhood. She the queen bee, the princess...does what she pleases. She strolls around the neighborhood at night, mysterious and cunning, playing games with the rabbits and catching chipmunks for fun. She is my doggy, my Sammy and I adore her.

Spidey 3

Spider Man 3 came out on Friday and my boyfriend and I saw it the day it came out. It was really good, but it wasn't what I expected at all. Spider Man becomes evil and he turns into somewhat of an "emo kid" after his life takes a few wrong turns. He starts from clean cut and friendly neighbor to an eyeliner wearing, vengeful, hating person that wears a black costume rather than his original red and blue costume. The movie also ends with him not getting the girl....but watching her walk away. He blew his chance after publicly humiliating her and beating her in a restaurant after she breaks up with him to save his life. I was a little bummed that MJ and Peter Parker did not get married. Well I did love the fact that this film had more funny moments than previous spider man movies. There were several scenes in which a very uncoordinated Peter struts his sexy emo stuff down the street while dancing and pointing at women in NY....hmmm haha. Well I would see it again...it was pretty entertaining

Titanic

Do you remember when Titanic came out and all ofthe girls swooned over Leo DiCaprio and how handsome he was!? How old were we? Ten? maybe 8? I watched it today and my roomate and I almost pooped our pants we were so excited. What made this movie so popular?? If you think about it...the plot was already made up. The only shokcing part was the actual effects when the ship sank...but people LOVE this movie. I know my mom and I have watched it at least ten times...thats a lot of time on our hands! welllll I havent finished it yet...so im gonna get to it...

Good songs

I have been addicted to the following songs lately, "Sparks" by coldplay, "Girlfriend" by Avril Lavigne, "I want it all" by hmmm dunno, "your do damn hot" by OK Go... and hmm o yes "Cupid's Chokehold" by Gym Class Heroes. I love these songs, they are grrreat. I like sparks especially because it reminds me of wedding crashers. I love wedding crashers not just because it is HILARIOUS but also because it was the movie I saw on my first date with my boyfriend of two years. Its good stuff

Baby Shower

Today is my cousin's baby shower. He came up with his wife, Heidi from FL and we are having it at St. Johns high school manor house. Again, there will be chaos. This entire weekend has been chuckfull of Etre togetherness. Friday night my sister Mia had her birthday, last night was my cousin Amie's 30th surprise birthday and today is a baby shower. I swear we multiply like rabbits. Everyone has babies or children....its madness! Well I have to get going to the shower now, it will have kick ass food because my cousin Andrew is catering and his food is AMAZING! soooo I will write again soon.

the PERFECT day

My idea of a perfect day would be to sleep in only till 10 and then get ready for the day. I would go canoeing in Maine and then get a plane over to MA, just in time for lunch. The I would go to Junior's pizza in Worcester for lunch and enjoy a nice margarita pizza. My private jet would then fly me to go see my boyfriend and bring us into Boston. There we would walk around the park at sunset and eat ice cream...BEFORE dinner! haha Then we would be flone over to Alfornos in Providence for dinner. I would order my favorite meal, baked pasta and grilled pizza and then have tiramisu for desert. Last we would be flown over to the beach and we would camp out under the stars and have a bonfire, beer, and marshmellows! Thats my idea of the PERFECT day!